August 2

It 's a lot of things today...

It is Dharmadhikari Sir's birthday today.
I feel too small to say Happy Birthday Sir..
I ll just say, we know what you would like as Birthday Present.. And will give my best to get it for you..

It's also Dada J.P Vaswani's 97th Birthday..
He was, is and will remain my spiritual guide.. I cannot be more nostalgic about the one time he answered my biggest questions in two words.
And it wrote the pages of the life I've created today..

It is also the last day of our UPSC Comprehensive Course, formally atleast...
We've got a long way to go though..

It is also Friendship Day.. (which I completely forgot, was reminded by Facebook)..
Time to prove my friendship with books and knowledge..

And because it's late night, and I don't care who's reading anymore.. I feel like I can type away...

It's like I've been on a crossroad for a year. And I finally have turned in the direction I really want to move towards.
It's been a tough year.. I've hated it and loved it at the same time..

But the final month has come.. And even as I know I am far from prepared, I know I can plunge into this one..
It's been a journey getting here and now that I have direction, it feels good to know I am trying..
It feels better to know that I could have chalked out a different life, an easier life and a happier one, but I chose this and I feel responsible for it..

I do not know what is going to happen 22 days from now. I know what is going to happen in these 22 days.

I've lost a lot, but time is what I've lost the most..

But again,
Nothing is lost and never can be lost.

Hehehe! I love ranting!